i found a new way

i'm super excited for this weekend :)

i just spent about 4 hours helping a friend shop for her dress for a party we're going to friday night- and cause of sale at cache i got earrings for $3!!!



but i ended up buying 2 new bras and spending $80 at victoria's secret so that didn't really work out haha. i couldn't help it! i meant to try on the "perfect one" and get the $5 off coupon....but it fit so well i ended up buying it. oops.

oh well. i get to wear my awesome heels and a vintage necklace from my aunt....all my accessories are coming together perfectly, it's such a nice feeling :)

wow i'm a dweeb. can you believe i'm also going to anime boston this year? somehow excessive shopping for bras and accessories and AB don't really fit together in my head, lol.

oh and standardized tests weren't so bad today. but i'm not excited about the 2 regular tests i have friday, haha. studying is still homework, guys :B

argh

i need to buy a memory-card reader :B

also i had an obscene amount of cake today.

shabada

its super late right now but i still have a ton of work to do.

tomorrow i'm leaving on the youth group retreat for a few days....i'm irritated that i have to go but it'll be nice to get out of the house for a bit. i'll probably have some time to draw, which will be nice...honestly i've been too stressed to get anything drawn recently and it makes me sad.
what i really wanna do is paint- whenever i think about a blank canvas all these gorgeous pictures just pop up in my mind and i wanna paint them soooo badly. but if i don't have like 2 hours where i can just sit and paint i get all annoyed :B

oh, i also got some highlights yesterday. they look really classy and natural and they make my hair more multi-tonal, which is what i wanted. i might go a little blonder in a few months cause these are a bit too subtle for my taste, but i feel like now my hair matches me more :3

i'm not looking forward to tomorrow.....history presentation (AAAGH), 2 quizzes and a lab due. :B


just wondering, is it better to go to bed super late or get up really early??

:B

history project on symbolic speech due tomorrow.....LAAAME.

also impossible to do seeing as i need my computer to do the research.....but i've been distracting myself for the past 3 hours and, unsurprisingly, gotten absolutely no work done.

i pg essay + 5 min presentation + prop + nothing done yet = problem

i need some kind of medication that makes you care about boring shit that's totally irrelevant to everything in your life.

cause whatever i've been doing isn't working :I

weirdest thing you've ever seen. guaranteed.

this is to mentally prepare yourself-

1


a BLONDE PERM. that is NEVER ok. and a fur wrap? that's taking it over the edge.
i love how everybody's so intense and getting all into it.......
but the singer has a blonde perm and a mink stole. lmao.

ok, that probably wasn't enough to break your brain.

this is.

2

.....

i have nothing to say.

if you've ever seen something more disturbing- in your entire life- than man do i feel sorry for you.
if not, congrats! you're just been immunized against any future mental trauma :D

show her that you're not that shy

so petunia has pretty much stopped syncing anything. which is annoying cause now i have about 100 songs that aren't on her :I

but its cool cause i'm only $20 away from buying a new 80g zune!!!!!! i can afford it wednesday, i'll probably pick it up this weekend. at least i hope i will- i might have to go on this semi-mandatory youth group thing that i'm trying to get out of. i had made plans with a friend :B

oh well, worst case scenario i'll have to get it 2 weeks from now.
off to pack my bag to hang out with mo :3

procrastination

wasting time until i have to go get a cavity filled. i have to email this bitch teacher today cause i don't wanna have to deal with her tomorrow.....ugh school.

gotta go brush my teeth....this wasn't very interesting.

petunia's still dying :( i really hope she can last another 3 weeks until i can afford a new one.....fingers crossed!

forget what they say in soho

feeling much better today!

i definitely failed chem but oh well. the rest of my classes were fine, and for some reason i was in an awesome mood by the end of the day. went to dance and then a friend's house, where i helped her print out like 100 birthday invitations. they kept praising how good with computers i was and her mom gave me a scarf!



she made it herself :)
i feel so loved whenever i go over there. after the invitations were done we bummed around and watched most of pineapple express before her bf's dad drove the two of us home- SUCH a good movie. i'd forgotten just how hysterical it was, i'm so glad we watched it. sorry mo xD

so yeah, i might go see watchmen tomorrow, depends on whether or not we get coordinated. i'm so busy we might have to go next week :I

petunia's still dying, the plague is progressing. i'm gonna have enough cash to get a new zune in a few weeks, i hope she lasts that long D:

oh, on a side note, i got suuuuper excited for AB this year today! mo and i are gonna go shop for supplies in a few weeks, i reeeeeally hope i can get a cosplay together for this year.

i wish i had days as great as this more often. i wish i could put my finger on what made me so happy today and tuck it away somewhere so i could take it out whenever i got depressed.

ugh

today's been the shittiest week ever.
i've failed 2 tests and forgotten a homework assignment worth a quiz grade, and surprise progress reports came out today- thanks to the 2 quizzes i missed when i was out and my failed test i have a 49 in algebra.

and petunia's broken!!!!!!!



that horrible black splotch is a plague that's been slowly spreading across the screen ever since i dropped her wednesday. i almost have enough money to buy an 80 gig, which honestly i've been meaning to do for a while. after i get it i'm sending petunia in for maitenance though.....i can't bear the idea of her rotting away in a corner after her she's been COMPLETELY TAKEN OVER by this menace.

even making a carrot cake didn't help me feel better :(

i don't want to whine but i haven't been this depressed and stressed out in a long time. i have a chem test tomorrow and i can't handle another failing grade this week. someone send me something gay and cheer me up please.