sick, shoes

finally recovered from my stomach bug- it only lasted about a day but i haven't had a stomach thing in around 7 years and it was horrible. hopefully i won't have one for another 7 :B

something about being sick makes me want to shop reeeeeally bad-







































































:B why can't i be rich?
anyway, this weekend i was hoping to pick up some dvds- pineapple express, black lagoon s1 box set (a friend scratched up my old copy)....that probably won't happen though, what with me still exhausted.
oh well. looks like i'll have to be content with lazing around the house reading harper's bazaar :3

it was in your eyes, in your eyes

the chem retake went really well. i have that weird feeling where i think i did everything right but i don't know if its because i know what i'm doing or because i have no idea.
i just called in and skipped out on choir practice, so i have the whole night to myself for the first time in a long time.
and i don't have an obscene amount of hw :D
it feels so weird to be home at 6 with nothing really weighing over my head....i still have to sync all my music to petunia since she spontaneously reformatted herself yesterday, but that won't take too long. hopefully i can get all some of my work done before dinner so i have drawing time. that would be nice.
oh-
and my friend got me a scarf on the school exchange trip to france.

:3

damn it

does anybody have any rss feed expertise? i'm messing around with some stuff for the futurrreeeee and i don't really know what i'm doing haha

i have a surprise quiz tomorrow...the day after vacation....and a chem test retake and a latin quiz and a book due the next day. and like shitloads of other hw as usual haha.

all i wanna do is drawr :(

the world has been turning

the talent show went really well tonight :)
i got to design the program covers as well as open the show, so i feel pretty good about myself.

i finished the program cover literally 10 mins before it was due- i might have a procrastination problem? haha i'll fix it some other time.

a really good friend of mine sang "for good" from wicked as a duet with me for the second to last act, and that went really well too.....i forgot to sing a little of one of our unison verses but i came in right before the important part. i'm a little miffed about that, but oh well :B

ugh i have a whole chem packet to do as review for tomorrow- our teacher's an idiot and made literally everybody in our class fail the last test so we're doing a retake.
i should really be doing that instead of typing this lol.

oh- before i forget-


BAM.
i bought them like an hour after my last post :D

i don't know how i feel about today. i really liked having vacation, i don't know how i'm gonna handle going back to school and being strapped with all its pressures again.
ugh. i'll have to draw some more, i forgot how relaxing it was.

look forward to some more art in the rush complex blog later this week ;)

floating either up or down

wow, i haven't posted anything in a while.
some new things-

1: <3

an excellent mix of one of my favorite songs.

2: more <3

this is such an amazing album- all the artists have such emotion when they sing it's impossible not to get into it. the last track, doctor doctor, and the oracle are probably my favorites.

3:
















(a random stranger stopped me in the mall today and complimented my bag :D yay)


i'm having a friend over in a bit to practice a song for the fundraiser thing, but i wanted to say hey before that.
so hey! vacation's been a blast so far, i saw confessions of a shopoholic on valentines day which was fun. i've been to the mall twice so far this week (lol), and i'm going again tomorrow with mo. partially to hang out and have a good time, but partially to lust after these:


omgggggg i only need 30 more dollars and there goes the last of my christmas money. it'll totally be worth it! maybe i'll stop at the bank before going....hmmm.

have you ever found yourself torn over an expensive purchase? i've realized recently that if i don't save up for something big, my money just tends to disappear. i don't know how it happens (i have a sneaking suspicion it's impulsive smoothie purchases) but it does.

in a way, buying these shoes is a way of saving my money...lol. i find one of the best feelings you can have is knowing you've made a great purchase and now have something you can keep and love forever :)

excitement! anticipation!

i'm a little bit psyched about something.
our church youth group is having a talent show at a local theater place (they do a lot of local music and plays and summer programs) to raise money for trips and stuff, and i'm going to perform.
my mom was on opera singer and she went to college for singing, so music's kinda my bag. i've been singing from a really young age and i've gotten to a point where it's not really a huge deal to get up and sing for people- i get nervous, but i can harness the nervous energy and use it to focus.
so anyway i'm gonna use this performing opportunity as a chance to try and push myself and impress everybody :D

i'm gonna be singing somewhere only we know by keane, my all time favorite band. there are other songs by them i like better, but i'm comfortable with this (no practice really needed haha) and generally people have heard of it even if they don't know it by name.
also instead of our chior director accompanying me like i thought, one of my piano-playing friends took the sheet music home to work on it! i mean seriously the music's not that hard and he's really good at piano.....and i think he tried to learn it in the past so he'll have it down soon.

i'm so excited cause he gets really into piano playing and he likes this song too, so i think he'll be able to bring a lot of emotion to it and between the two of us its gonna be really intense.


.....but i have a chem test tomorrow D:
if only school could just exist when it was convenient.

:>

i got petunia to sync recently....i think it was yesterday......well who cares cause everything's working the way it should YAAAAAAAY

so i got my report card today.....eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh whatever. i'll do better this term (i always say that but i mean it this time!)

my dad says he'll get me rosetta stone for japanese if i get an a in chem and i was like VICTORYYYYYYYYYYYY until i realized it was $500....not like....$200 like i thought........so i'd feel crazy guilty making him buy me all 3 levels. maybe just level 2......adhfoishfsdfodshifff who cares

i just finished a history thesis in just under an hour :}

i'm in a pretty good mood right now.....mostly cause i'm listening to a "fever you can't sweat out" again.........i haven't heard it in like a year and i forgot how much i loved it :D THANK YOU ZUNE PASS

ugh i still have to do chem hw..........i fucking hate chem...........and i have algebra............well i'm sick but i can maintain this level of sorta healthy if i get to bed by 11

oh and i finally got a new calendar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






i love you trenchmaker <33333

lol i'd forgotten why i was in such a good mood today....well good music and happy surprises in the mail will do that to you.
goodnight everybody!!!